The young girl suffers from depression and wishes to be helped to cure the disease Wish to work as nurse Xie En

The young girl suffers from depression and wishes to be helped to cure the disease Wish to work as nurse Xie En
The core is pointed out: That year, Hong Kong famous performer Zhang Guorong jumped out of the building and committed suicide, it is to suffer from depression to study carefully its cause of disease, it jumps up, let more compatriots understand this kind of disease even more. "I suffer from disease like Zhang Guorong too, and think suicidal thought is very strong, if does not do the operation, I will die at any time. " On June 21, when Chen Yu says this sentence, seem to be speaking one and one's own irrelevant thing, who would have thought, this face is handsome the good girl will give up one's own life substantially as spending at any time. Chen Yu, 25 years old this year, but there is medical history.
A few days ago, Chen Yu emphasized constantly while meeting a reporter: "If kind people give me 40,000 yuan to cure the disease, I would like to get his family belongings nurse pays one's debt after recovering from illness. "
Ill more than 10 years Numerous attempted suicide
Sit in a restaurant with beautiful environment of large Shatian of Nanning, reporter Chen Yu before one's eyes wears the plain clothes, seem very gentle and quiet, the bone of body seems a bit weak - -She is 1.57 meters in height, but weight is only about 35 kilograms. At first glance, she and those fashionable girls having a snack nearby do not have any difference, but when she talks, the reporter discovers this girl is a patient, and seriously ill!
"I have suffered from depression for already more than 10 years, saw many psychologists, took many medicines too, for instance chlorine rice handkerchief bright slice, one hundred anxiety were solved etc., medicine both at home and abroad has been all taken, I find the condition more and more serious now, the thought of committing suicide is stronger and stronger. Will it be April this year, I cut wrist, commit suicide once, cut 3 altogether, ache very. But later on the wound will not bleed, committing suicide did not succeed. On June 7, I once climbed to a high building of 22 storeys of large Shatian and wanted to commit suicide, the end was that a fire fighter rescued me. " Chen Yu stretch out right hand, reporter see the intersection of wrist and their have several detailed detailed scar.
Lose two relatives bitterly Injured from small soul very much
To one's own ill process, Chen Yu very remembers clearly. Her countryside always from Lu Chuan county, she is at the age of 11, father passed away suddenly. Soon, her younger brother leaves this world too. After two relatives leave, Chen Yu feels incomparably grieved. Subsequently, her mother leaves home to the other places to work as a temporary labourer, Chen Yu and younger sister can only be raised by old grandfather, grandmother.
Perhaps the pain of injury of Chen Yu's heart is that grandfather, grandmother can't understand. Sometimes, her whole person will become very lazy, the grandmother scolds her. The grandmother scolds her, the more nervous in the heart she is, the more helpless heart feels. At ordinary times, she does not see meal netly, have hair,etc. in dishes to see, can not go with rice, know and pour out the meal directly. Seeing this, the grandmother scolds her thoughtlessly. Sometimes, she lies in bed and does not eat and does not drink all day, leaves the grandmother to send meal to the bed to beg, she does not eat.
In the school, Chen Yu's achievement comes out at the top in the class, but her heart feels that feels self-humiliation very much, the classmates of the desk play after being even unwilling closer. After graduating from the high school, because the family has no money to give to her and study, she see other classmates educated in the university, feel remote about one's own future. Chen Yu says: "At that time, I had never realized this was depression, and a kind of disease. "
It is unwilling to see people while getting ill It even takes several hours to urinate once
Later, Chen Yu went to Wuhan to work as a temporary labourer, while becoming a waiter, she met a boy called Acheng. Soon, two young people in love stand up. See girl friend's comparison " The special individual character " ,Estimate Chen Yu is ill in Acheng that has gone to the college, and take Chen Yu to Shanghai to consult psychologist in the spring of 2007. But through the treatment of more than two months, Chen Yu's condition has not taken a favorable turn.
After Chen Yu and boyfriend come to Nanning, rent the house to live in large Shatian. Working as a builder in a construction site in Acheng, Chen Yu recuperates at home. Chen Yu says: "I have clean addiction, obsession and depression. Sometimes, I will feel very dirty in one's own mouth, brush teeth to often brush in the bathroom for several hours. "
Acheng is very fond of one's own girl friend, buy medicines for Chen Yu in order to save up money, does not dare to spend one fen arbitrarily, unwilling to buy a new garment throughout the year, he has been thinking all the time Chen Yu will turn better.
What let Chen Yu's impression be deepest is, in the morning in winter one year, she saw Acheng come back from the building site, only a thin unlined garment is worn, the sports shoes on the foot are soaked in water, seem very down and out to walk in the street, see the boyfriend's appearance, Chen Yu feels incomparable and feels sad, sheds tears secretly. Then, she applies for hiding from the boyfriend, go to a household to work as a nurse and but only do 5 work of nature, she has illness coming on at main people's home, it is all unwilling to come out in several hours to hide in bathrooms. The kind host understands after she is ill, has given her the money paid for odd jobs of more than 100 yuan, then has dismissed her.

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